We have been married over a decade and about 5 years ago she re-kindled her Bi-sexual side and wanted to be with other woman intimately and in a kinky way. Our marriage was rough before this and needless to say it’s not any better now…worse actually. We have become kinky and I do get to have sex with most of her partners but it’s not the same. Feelings for my wife have changed for the worse but she thinks everything can be worked out cause she does not want a divorce. I still love her and she loves me but I feel my needs are not being met and I’m seeing her and her partners need being met. I’ve turned into a pretty apathetic person over all this and the apathy grows. If your asking why I haven’t left her…it’s because we have children and they don’t want Daddy to leave…it’s heartbreaking cause it’s not their fault. I stay with my wife but not a day goes by that I don’t want a divorce. I don’t think batting for both genders can really work, makes me question her loyalty…and before you ask, NO I cannot go out and find my own female partner. She says its not the same cause her partners are the same gender. So if I were gay and looking for another guy, that would be ok, not happening, I don’t bat for the other team. She is basically afraid of me leaving her for whatever partner I would find. Even if I could, I know it would be acting in spite cause it’s my wife I really want…just not the woman she has become. What do you think?